Merry Christmas







Ho! Ho! Ho! I wish you guys a joyous and blessed Christmas ! :) May your dream come true. (x

I was over her

Should I smile because you're my friend, or cry because that's all you'll ever be? I wish I was a little kid again because skinned knees are easier to heal then broken hearts. I'd like to believe that I'll wake up one morning and not miss her anymore. I'll finally understand that when she broke my heart it was for a reason, one I just don't understand yet, but when I do I'll know that she messed up and not me. I'm scared to fall in love, afraid to love so fast. Because every time I fall in love, it seems to never last.


  • If I had never met you, I wouldn't like you.
  • If I had never liked you, I would have never love you.
  • If I have never loved you, I'd never miss you.

But I did, I do and I will.

  • When I met you, I was afraid to like you.
  • When I liked you, I was afraid to love you.
  • When I loved you, I was afraid to lose you.

And now, that I lost you, I wish I never met you.

It's amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces.Well, growing up bites. Not all kisses are magic, and most girls don't live up to your expectations. But, there are times when even love, romance, relationships. It all fits together perfectly and it's incredible, and it's those moments.

I was over her, I promise, but then she looked at me and smiled, and I fell in love with her all over again. I could fill a thousands pages telling how I felt and still you would never understand. So now I leave without a sound, except my heart shattering as it hits the ground.Just once I want to fall in love and not have it hurt so bad in the end.

Memories are what you have, when you've lost everything else. Dreams are what you have, when you forget the memories. And bliss is what you have when you give up both.I'm hurting so bad inside, I wish you could see. I'm struggling to be someone that isn't even close to me.

I'm sad and depressed

Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay. But as my life goes on, it hurts more in every way. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't know what I wanna see. My word use to be worth living for, and now it's hard enough just to be me. I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to be pain. I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.

Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand. There's nothing more depressing than having it all and still feeling sad. I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy. I'm going to laugh so you don't see me cry. And even if it kills, I'm going to smile.

I think I'd do better on my own, no friends, no fights but just me all alone. I'm tired of lying. I'm tired of crying. I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying. I just want a day to go by when I'm not pretending to be happy. Maybe if I wasn't so good at pretending to be happy, I might learn to actually be happy.

Why do I try not to cry? Sometimes, I think I could die. But when it comes out, I just want to shout, and scream and cry it all out. Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words that go unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger and hate, all repeating inside my head.

I don't need a reason to kill myself , I need a reason not to. I could die at any moment, the tragedy is that I don't. But things can't be perfect all the time, that i know, sometimes we just have to let some things go. I think the easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly.

I Miss You



If there was one wish I could be granted here tonight, it would be to have you right back by my side. When the last teardrop falls, I'll still be holding on to all of our memories and all of what used to be.

Now it's time for me to find my happiness again but the emptiness from missing you will never,
ever end.


A shot of wiskey can't stop looking at the door. Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before. I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all. And i wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me, it happens all the time.

Sad Or Happy?



There's another lonely and silent night. Tonight I'm confuse because I don't know why do I feel sad even you forgived me. Last time I always hope that you'll accept my apology. And now I finally got it. But it seems like I'm still upset without any reason. I always tot the reason I sad was just because of you but it doesn't. Although I'm still sad, I'm also happy to be friend back with you. But now I'm totally downed. I feel like a strange feeling is haunting me all the time.


I really can't find out the reason but i guess i really fall for someone. I don't know why I so care about her. I went to her profile everyday all of a sudden. But it seems like she doesn't fall for me. Every of her sentence end up with a smiley. I know she doesn't mean it. It was a sarcasm afterall.
I hope that this feeling won't appear in the middle of the night again for the others day.

Why?



There's million of question running in my mind. I wonder why do these questions are in my mind. I just found out that the reason was just because of you.


why do I have to fall in love with you;
why do you leave me alone;
why do I cry for you once you left me alone;
why can't I face the fact;
why should we argue;
why should you exist in my world;
why can't I let you go;
why do I scold you;
why can't you accept my apology;
why do I still live in this world without you;
why do I have to continue suffering;
why do you fall in love with me;
WHY !! WHY !! WHY !!

A touching story

One of the most touching things I have ever read:

PLEASE READ.

"I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this little boy some money back.

The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.

The cashier said, "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll."

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?''

The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly.

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.

"It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her."

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her afterall, and not to worry.

But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there."

His eyes were so sad while saying this. "My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''

My heart nearly stopped.

The little boy looked up at me and said: "I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall."

Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me "I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't

forget me. I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister."

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. "Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''

"OK," he said, "I hope I do have enough." I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for

the doll and even some spare money.

The little boy said: "Thank you God for giving me enough money!"

Then he looked at me and added, "I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that

mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!''

"I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.''

"My mommy loves white roses."

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.

I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.

Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl.

The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away.

I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him. "

A Letter To My Lover

Another morning, another evening in which you walked through my dreams like you own them.

And perhaps you do.

And after I have woken up, put my clothes on, and walked downstairs to start the water for the coffee, your arms are still around me and your hands are still in my hair. The things you said to me, during the night, still ring in my head and heart. And I wonder, sometimes, if I turn around that you will be there, behind me. I could put my back to the counter and face you again. To see you, touch you, and kiss you.

But whenever I turn around, you're not there.

So much of my life today I owe to you. Do you remember the first time we made love?
This letter is a thank you. The seasons spent with you taught me more about myself than I had ever thought possible. Despite a lifetime of secrets and lies, I learned how to tell you the truth about anything and everything. And I learned that you wanted to hear it. Sometimes it was hard-it's not easy to always tell someone the truth, even at risk of hurting their feelings. But it was so important to me to do so, to tell you everything, to let you IN, that once I started telling you everything in my heart, head, and hands I never looked back.

Thank you for telling me all the secrets you had, for dusting out the cobwebs in your soul and taking a chance. Thank you for putting your hand in the small of my back as we crossed the street.Thank you for being the love of my life, my greatest passion, and my dearest friend. I miss you every day. And to be honest, I would give asolutely anything to have you back.

Sometimes, when my fantasies about having you show back up get to be too much, I have to put my head down and take deep breaths, because the ache I have from missing you is impossible to swallow over. The grief that we are not in each other's daily lives too great. When that feeling passes, I am able to just smile a bit and be glad that I have a love like you, a moment in time that is enough to keep me going for the rest of my life.

I will never regret Us.

I will always love you.

Always.

Love,
Jun Kit




















I Likes You
I Wanna Be With You Always I Miss You I Love You I Need You I Keeps Thinking About You You're Mine I Have To Admit That I Really In Love With You I Likes The Way You Are You're My Life You Coloured Me With Beautiful Rainbows' Colour I Will Keep Thinking About You Be Yourself Be In My World Without You , I'm Nothing

Regret

Really full of regrets right now. Why I've been so stupid all these time holding up till' now and the pain is much more deeper , only if I've told you this earlier , the pain might be lesson. I know that apologizing now is useless because I used to take all the blames and after thinking back on what I did , it just a totally of silliness. Now you just seems to be nothing but that makes me more worry about you. Not to beg for sympathy , but I will just keep on thinking and finishing the puzzle behalf on what's in your mind right now.



Or maybe I shouldn't have pop this silly topic out? After laying down on the sofa for a day and keep on thinking. Maybe I should just let this go and give myself a break. I don't know what I've been doing for the whole day , I was just laying down on the sofa , staring at my laptop , refreshing Facebook , moody-chatting , refreshing desktop and walk around the house but just have no idea what I'm waiting for.



Thanks for those who had chat with me today and sorry if I'm being such a boring person today.

My horoscope ( Sagitaurus )

The first thing one would observe about a Sagittarius is his/her amazing frankness and practicality. Generally people who call themselves practical tend to be polite in the more diplomatic sense, but for these guys, the practicality seems to stem from the frankness. Actually, if you cut open a Sagittarius (I mean psychologically), you’d find that what drives them most is their broad outlook, and their quick, positive grasping power of almost any kind of problem. But mind you, the one inclined to get the whole larger picture is liable to miss out on the minor details. They always thirst for challenges in life, and most of the time are restlessly looking for one. Another thing that makes them restless is the endless pursuit of something better. One moment, they might be completely happy with what they’ve got for themselves and the very next moment, they wish they could have had better.

Sagittarians are very caring and lively towards their loved ones, and have a great tendency of understanding their mistakes and learning from them. One very important thing the partner needs to understand here is that they love their freedom too much. Here the word freedom is used in a very different sense. The freedom does not refer to individuality or not wanting to change one’s way of life, it refers to the way in which a person wishes to express his/her love for his/her partner. And another aspect of this need for freedom is fear of closed spaces, in the psychological sense. Excessive possessiveness may take it’s toll on the Sagittarius.

Children of this sign happen to be a little prankish and need to be tamed. Otherwise, they are very brilliant and take their studies very seriously. The only thing is that at an early age, there should be a balance of studies and outdoor activities for proper development of the individual. The parents have the responsibility of ensuring this.

Horoscope

LOVE MATCHES & STRENGTHS and WEAKNESSES

Aries: March 21 – April 19 Symbol: Ram
An Aries is bold and impatient. You have a fiery nature which makes you simply irresistible and exciting. Impulsiveness and combativeness are also characteristic of an Aries and you are definitely the leader of the group, whether it’s in sports, business, or just among friends.

Perfect match: Leo, Sagittarius
Almost perfect: Gemini, Aquarius
Opposites attract: Virgo, Scorpio
Signs to learn from: Pisces, Taurus
Not your destiny: Cancer, Capricorn

Taurus: April 20 – May 20 Symbol: Bull
People can count on you even though sometimes you can be stubborn! You also have a love for good food, romance, and material goods…only the best of the best!

Perfect match: Virgo, Capricorn
Almost perfect: Cancer, Pisces
Opposites attract: Libra, Sagittarius
Signs to learn from: Aries, Gemini
Not your destiny: Leo, Aquarius

Gemini: May 21 – June 20 Symbol: Twins
You’re intelligent and love the idea of a having a lively conversation or debate. You are flexible, creative, and flirty. And because you are influenced by the twins, sometimes it feels like you’re split in two and don’t know what to do.

Perfect match: Libra, Aquarius
Almost perfect: Aries, Leo
Opposites attract: Scorpio, Capricorn
Signs to learn from: Taurus, Cancer
Not your destiny: Virgo, Pisces

Qualities that make you lucky are wittiness, brilliancy, cheery, and gay. Qualities that hinder your success are messy, happy-go-lucky, cruelty, and incompatible.

Cancer: June 21 – July 22 Symbol: Crab
This is the most emotional and intuitive sign of the zodiac. Your top priority is family. You are ruled by the moon and as such, your mood changes. When things get too much for you, you retreat into your protective shell. You do not like change.

Perfect match: Scorpio, Pisces
Almost perfect: Taurus, Virgo
Opposites attract: Sagittarius, Aquarius
Signs to learn from: Gemini, Leo
Not your destiny: Aries, Libra

Leo: July 23 – August 22 Symbol: Lion
You can be stubborn, impulsive, showy, and vain. You have a great demeanor about you and love to be the center of attention around those you love. You would make a great actor.

Perfect match: Aries, Sagittarius
Almost perfect: Gemini, Libra
Opposites attract: Capricorn, Pisces
Signs to learn from: Cancer, Virgo
Not your destiny: Scorpio, Taurus

Qualities that make you lucky are bighearted, forceful, aristocratic, and affectionate. Qualities that hinder your success are aggressiveness, boastful, haughty, and pride.

Virgo: August 23 – September 22 Symbol: Virgin
As a practical sign in the zodiac, you get a kick out of organizing things around you. You are always ready to help others.

Perfect match: Taurus, Capricorn
Almost perfect: Cancer, Scorpio
Opposites attract: Aries, Aquarius
Signs to learn from: Leo, Libra
Not your destiny: Gemini, Sagittarius

Libra: September 23 – October 22 Symbol: Scales
A romantic, a decision-maker but indecisive, the Libra is happiest when in love. Being alone is not an option; you like to be around people all the time.

Perfect match: Gemini, Aquarius
Almost perfect: Leo, Sagittarius
Opposites attract: Taurus, Pisces
Signs to learn from: Virgo, Scorpio
Not your destiny: Cancer, Capricorn

Scorpio: October 23 – November 21 Symbol: Scorpion
Very intense and emotional but you are very apt in hiding emotions from view. Very deep and mysterious, you look for emotional intimacy to satisfy. But when you get hurt, you don’t forgive very easily!

Perfect match: Cancer, Pisces
Almost perfect: Virgo, Capricorn
Opposites attract: Aries, Gemini
Signs to learn from: Libra, Sagittarius
Not your destiny: Leo, Aquarius

Sagittarius: November 22 – December 21 Symbol: Archer
You love to see and do new things; food, people, lands. You’re inquisitive and impulsive. You love change and will go wherever is necessary to find the answers you are searching for.

Perfect match: Aries, Leo
Almost perfect: Libra, Aquarius
Opposites attract: Taurus, Cancer
Signs to learn from: Scorpio, Capricorn
Not your destiny: Virgo, Pisces

Qualities that make you lucky are fearlessness, self-governing, sharpness, and gutsy. Qualities that hinder your success are aggressiveness, full of yourself, over-confidence, and contradictory.

Capricorn: December 22 – January 19 Symbol: Goat
Very determined and practical in all that you do. Career is very important and you are motivated by advancement and recognition in your field. You see no need to take risks and are very conservative.

Perfect match: Taurus, Virgo
Almost perfect: Scorpio, Pisces
Opposites attract: Gemini, Leo
Signs to learn from: Sagittarius, Aquarius
Not your destiny: Aries, Libra

Aquarius: January 20 – February 18 Symbol: Water Bearer
You need people around you even though you can sometimes be rebellious. Intelligent and interested in progressive thought. You have a plethora of friends but have a tendency to not get too intimate with any one person.

Perfect match: Gemini, Libra
Almost perfect: Aries, Sagittarius
Opposites attract: Cancer, Virgo
Signs to learn from: Capricorn, Pisces
Not your destiny: Taurus, Scorpio

Qualities that make you lucky are honesty, truthfulness, innovative, and insightful. Qualities that hinder your success are inconsistency, unusual, rebellious, and cautious.

Pisces: February 19 – March 20 Symbol: Fish
You look to your instincts instead of logic and facts. You are empathetic, intuitive and honest. You go with the flow and choose not to fight the current.

Perfect match: Cancer, Scorpio
Almost perfect: Taurus, Capricorn
Opposites attract: Leo, Libra
Signs to learn from: Aries, Aquarius
Not your destiny: Gemini, Sagittarius

hehe...

Wherever your heart is, that is where you'll find your treasure.

One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving.

You're in love. That makes you actually kind of boring to people who aren't in love.

If you loved someone, you couldn’t let lies come between you. No matter what happened - even if you’d already lost each other forever - you owed each other the truth.

Katy Perry-Teenage Dream





You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the puch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down

Before you met
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a floor out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

Hehe...

Hehe....
Finally she forgive mi @@
She have given a weird reason for me y she ignore mi ==
Haha btw ima nt gonna tell the reason at here~~
==
Don't wanna post anithing d -.-""
Best frenz 4eva~~
xDDD

Sorry

Although the day we stay together is short...
I'm happi that i can met u...
But now...
I hav lost eu...
What can i do to make u stay with me...?
eventhough i dunno i did what wrong...
But i think i should say 'SORRY'
everytime we fite , i put my pride aside...
I always let u win juz to end those arguments..
I'll nvr wanna hurt u at all...
But den i reli dunno wht did i do...
that make u ignore me...
since the day u ignore me...
i realize that...
i should nt let u alone last time...
hope that u can reli see this post...
I juz hope that...
we can..
be...
friend...
thats all i wan...
HOPE THAT U'LL FORGIVE ME...

Feel regret...

Oh god...
This is the 2nd time that i heard from her...
she asked mi that can i be her bf...
The 1st time was last month i think...
I dint say anithing den she say i reject her...LOL?
Tdy she asked me the same question...
but b4 she asked me that she oso hav asked me a question..
Which is , she asked me do i luv her friend...
she asked me to choose from 1-10...
And i hav ntg to do so i joke to her and i say "10"
Oh god.!!!
I think i'll regret for saying that word.!!!
After i say the answer , she asked me can i be her bf...
LOL !
i say , "ummhh...."
den she say , "I noe ur answer is 'NO'
OMG !
I havent answer oso !!
I'm juz gonna say 'YES' la !!!!
She say that i hav say '10' for her friend juz now..
-.-?
now reli feel regret d for saying that '10' OMFG
Hope tmr she'll forgot...
All i want to is u must be happi everyday even u're nt my gf...
Don't Worry , Be Happy~

Sad Love Quotes

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.

Look in my eyes and you will find me, but look in my heart and you will find you.

If you find yourself in love with a person who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.

I swore to myself it wouldn't happen again. I vowed to myself that this was the end. The end of this longing, this yearning so strong... I said I was over you, but oh I was so wrong.

Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after.

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

Hey Soul Sister - Train



Heeey heeeey heeeeey

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldn't forget you
And so I went and let you blow my mind
Your sweet moving
The smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided
Who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Heeey heeeey heeeey

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one track mind like me
You gave my life direction
A game show love connection, we can't deny
I'm so obsessed
My heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna
And I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Well you can cut a rug
Watching you is the only drug I need
So gangster, I'm so thug
You're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see I can be myself now finally
In fact there's nothing I cant be
I want the world to see you'll be with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight
Heeey heeeey heeeeey (tonight)
Heeey heeeey heeeeey (tonight)

B.O.B - Airplanes ft. Hayley Williams of Paramore





[Hayley Williams - Chorus]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, Wish right now

[B.o.B - Verse 1]
Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
'Cause after all the partyin'
The smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time when you fade to the blackness
And when you're starin' at that phone in yo' lap
And hopin', but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand
Soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel in the sand
What would you wish for if you had one chance?
So airplanes airplanes
Sorry I'm late
I'm on my way
So don't close that gate
If I don't make that
Then I switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it
By the end of the night

[Hayley Williams - Chorus]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now

[B.o.B - Verse 2]
Yeah
Yeah
Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job
Before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get a tip at Subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin' that if we can make some wishes out of airplanes
Then maybe oh maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tapes
And back before I tried to cover up my slate
But this is for Decatur
What's up Bobby Ray?
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this shit
So here I stand
And then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes

[Hayley Williams - Chorus]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now

Urghh...

Urghhh...I'm v bored these days~
Huhuuhuhu...
Wht can i do in this entire world?
-.-?
I hav sum feeling tht dunno how to express...
haizzz....
Err....it's a kind like....
zzz...
I'm starting to fall in a deep L*O*V*E...
err...kinda..
and yet idk why she....
haiz...
don't wanna tok so much~
Luv u ya~
Mwacksss~

Well?

Well?
I'm out of mind now...
Don't knoe wad's gonna happen tmr and thts i m thinking wht's gonna happen tmr...
Mayb i juz thinking wad shuld i do in this entire world...
Actually , who am I?
EVen who is u??
I reli dunno wad i'm thinking rite now...
Mayb itz juz too messy...
Realize it myself?
no it wont...
I think all the things shuld let the god to handle it...
FOR US...
Sumthing tht u can't do , better leave it to god...
Don't ever and never...
Ummhh....out of topic X.X
I reli dunno wad's i m gonna write next....LOL...
FIne...
i think we shuld stop here =X...
G.Bye and hav a nice day :)

Hi!

Hehe...Long time no post jor...
I hav ntg to post...LOL...
now i juz post for fun....
So , ....?
Bye~

Glee-Taking Chances






Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beating down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

Haizz....

Haizz...
Well...?
I've been looking at the mirror everyday...
as I look...
I m *SHORT* !
Zzz...
Wad to do...?!?!
Do u guys gt ani idea for making mi tall?!?! >.>
Fine...
I shuld realise...
1st. No eat vegetables...
2nd. Dont reli like sport...
3rd. Don't like to ply skipping rope ==...
Wad to do...
I shuld be more active...
And jump a lot XD...
But vegetables...*YUCKS*
Oh God...
I reli don't like vegetables...
smexy chicken is good for me :P...
Well?
My grandma encourage me to drink dunno wad soup ==
My relative's encourage me to jump a lot :P ( I'll try my best )
My parents?
swt...didn't notice wad they call me to do :P psps...
k...
ntg to write jor >.>
Bye~~

Justin Bieber - Baby






(Ohh wooaahhh) x3

You know you love me
I know you care
Just shout whenever,
And I'll be there
You want my love
You want my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'?
Said there's another as you look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ooh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Oh oh For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool
But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
Baby fix me
And just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream
I'm goin down, down, down, down
And I just can't believe my first love won't be around

And I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

(Luda)
When I was 13, I had my first love
There was nobody compared to my baby
And nobody came between us, no one could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck,
She woke me up daily, don't need no Starbucks(Woo! )
She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street
And at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend
She knows she got me dazing cuz she was so amazing
And now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying...

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Baby, baby, baby ohhh
Like
Baby, baby, baby, noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I though you'd always be mine (mine)

I'm gone
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeahhh
Now I'm all gone
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeahhh
Now I'm all gone
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeahhh
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gone

Apologize

I would like to apologize to u guy coz long time no blogging...
zzz...no nid apologize 1 la...
Hmmm....
I think that I've been long time no blogging...
do wad le?
Err....
...
speechless...
Nothing to write these days~
LOL....
Juz nt trying to express my feeling here...
kinda...
Err....
Bye?
k , bye~
LOL...
zzz...

Gotong-royong

Tdy was saturday and it is time for gotong-royong....
Wanna ponteng btw it is 40% of our sivik marks le....
So , decided to go at last T^T...
Haiz...nvm i go but i dun 1 hlp WAKAKAKKAKA....
i juz sit at 1 chair all the day while the others ppl bertungkus-lumus clean the class xD...
Nola juz jk....i oso gt hlp d(but a little bit oni)
After gotong-royong still gt taekwondo...
So,must save energy lor hahas !
Furthermore,i din't eat breakfast(purposely dun 1 eat d haha)...
So,no energy lor...
After the gotong-royong,I go ply basketball awhile until 11:00 a.m.
Tak sabar2 wait for 11:00 a.m. coz taekwondo(get yellow belt)
When reach 11:00 a.m. , quickly ask d master for the belt x.x
The master call us to do warm up 1st...
After we finish warm up...
Den we training...(using white belt)
I tot we will nvr get the belt tdy...
Luckily,when we training,the master suddenly call out sum name...
He call d name den give him yellow belt....
GOSH! means i will get oso~
After a few sec , the master call out my name ^^
Den he giv me d yellow belt xP so happi...
Den call others ppl that pass d grading...
Den continue training until 1:00 p.m.
After the taekwondo , me,brian,my cousin and sum form 2 guyz ply basketball...
After awhile , brian aunts came...
Brian must go back so we can't ply basketball edi...
Coz the ball is brian d x.x...
Den we go back to our own hse....
Thanks for reading my post,...
there's ntg to write animore at here...
So , BYE~
Hope u guyz hav a happi day!
Here's a video for u guyz~

Tokio Hotel-World Behind My Wall





It’s raining today, the blinds are shut.
It’s always the same.
I tried all the games that they play,
but they made me insane.
Life on TV it’s random,
it means nothing to me.
I’m writing down what I cannot see
wanna wake up in a dream.

Oh, oh.
They’re telling me it’s beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
the world behind my wall.
Oh, oh.
The sun will shine like never before.
One day I will be ready to go,
see the world behind my wall.

Trains in the sky are travelling
trough fragments of time.
They’re taking me to parts of my mind
that no one can find.
I’m ready to fall.
I’m ready to crawl on my kness to know it all.
I’m ready to heal.
I’m ready to feel.

Oh, oh.
They’re telling me it’s beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
the world behind my wall.
Oh, oh.
The sun will shine like never before.
One day I will be ready to go
http://www.elyricsworld.com/world_behind_my_wall_lyrics_tokio_hotel.html
see the world behind my wall.
See the world behind my wall 3x

I’m ready to fall.
I’m ready to crawl on my kness to know it all.
I’m ready to heal.
I’m ready to feel.
Take me there!
Oh, oh.
Take me there!
Take me there!
Oh, oh.
They’re telling me it’s beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
the world behind my wall.

New House

For ur information , i m now living at my cousin hse....
I think u guyz dunno my *background* somehow u shuld noe a little bit
(lol like force u guyz to noe)zzz....
I actually stay with my mother and my sister at a rented hse....
den last year,the owner wan took back the hse...
So,we temporaly stay at my cousin d hse....
btw now my mom found 1 rented hse agn =3=
she say that we will b moving to our new hse on 2nd of May(Monday)...
Early in the morning(2nd of May),i wake up coz nid hlp my mum move *those thing*
to my new hse....
Den we move those thing lor...
bla bla bla...
den move all edi we take a rest at my new hse ^^...
Tired for moving those thing =3=
hehehe..actually i oni take those light things oni =3=
my mom oni take those heavy d ><...
I hav no energy coz no eat breakfast ~_~

Grading result

Today was Monday...
As normal go to skul xP...
Bla bla bla....reach skul den wait for assembly...
Den DEAR program den bla bla bla...
FINALLY! Ring bell :P
Den sing "Negaraku" song , "Maju & Sejahtera , and our skul song....
after the song den announce sumthing....
den time to announce taekwondo d.... ><
Hmmm...den they announce d name who passed the grading...
den i go up when they announce my name....
Den take the certificate bla bla bla....
Finally,trained for 4 month(s) den now gt the *YELLOW* belt!!!!!
Actually we get the certificate oni nt the belt =3=
the belt nid wait this Saturday take...
Den go to our respective classes to *STUDY*(freak man)
Haha...thats all for tdy....
Here some photo's of the certificate :





Competition result

Heard from Hong Yuen Ming that our skul team did well~
Unfortunately,we juz got 3 bronze and 1 silver medal...( no gold T.T )
I din't go sia :P...Can't go coz grandma dun let T.T...
Feel like....haiz...better dun 1 say...
Ltr get in trouble...
Sampai sinilah yang boleh saya corekkan...
H0pe nxt year our skul will did better :D...




Notez : dunnoe gt win this a nt?-------------->

Realize-Colbie Caillat




[V1:]
Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

[Chorus:]
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

[V2:]
Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

[Chorus:]
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but.

[V3:]
It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

[Chorus:]
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

Oh

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Realize
Realize
Realize

New Student~

Tdy come's a new student who name dunno wad name edi == i oni noe his sur name which is "Chan"
I think is 'Chan Wooi Yean' if i rmb
Hmm...1st day of skul he sure suffer...
All ask here ask dere...zzz...semua busy body (including me xD)
He quite tall -==- (jealous-ing)...
Lalalala...
Dunno nid tok wad...
o ya...
For ur information , he get the 1st place for his position in class ( his previous skul )
If for the skul position he gt 19 place...
I think he will take over Chan Sai Mun place...
He sure will get 1st in class jor (90%)
Tak syok lor...
so u guyz nid study harder to over him back xD
Semua mau chiong no. 1 hahas !!!
Gud luck to u guyz ya...
Stop the game or *love*and start the study :D

Taekwondo competition

Taekwondo competition which is held on 24 of April...
Those who are joining the competition plz eat MORE to get ur strength...
Hmm...o ya...to those who wanna hlp they all dunnoe do wad cha..
plz be inform to Ng Boon Liang from class 5K to get the detail or wadever (fully detail LOL) xD....
Err....so it is held at 8:00 a.m. till 6:00 p.m.
If we lose all the match , we will be back like 2:00 p.m....
but we won't hope that we will back at 2:00 p.m. lar~
We will surely go back by 6:00 p.m. (lol...like we sure win)
Hmm...there are no more thing nid to inform i think...
Anyway , gud luck to all those who participated in this competition~

Crazier (Taylor Swift)





I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before

I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
Then you came along
And you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier

Watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see
Opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier, oh

Baby, you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier

MBSSKL School Song ( English Version )




Go forward MBS
Fill with courage fine
With the colours fly
and we will cheer u all the time and so u
Go forward MBS
On to victory
Work for the fame of our fair name
Forward we must play the game
MBS,MBS
Play up,play up,play up!!!

Vampiric 東方 Touhou Piano 12666~

♥ Disney's Friends For Change - Send It On ♥





[Miley:]
A word's, just a word
'til you mean what you say

[Nick:]
And love, isn't love
'til you give it away

[Miley:]
We've all gotta give

[Nick:]
Yeah,something to give

[Miley & Nick:]
To make a change

[Chorus:]
Send it on
On and on
Just one heart can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
We'll never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light and send it on

[Demi & Joe:]
Just Smile
(Just Smile)
And the world
(And the world)
Will smile
along with you..

[Joe:]
That small act of love
Thats meant for one

[Demi & Joe:]
Will become two

[Miley:]
If we take the chances..

[Nick:]
That change circumstances

[Nick & Miley]
Imagine all we can do

[All}
If we

[Chrous:]
Send it on
On and on
Just one heart can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
We'll never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light and send it on (oh send it on)

Send it on..

[Miley:]
There's power in all of the choices we make

[Demi & Joe:]
So I'm starting now there's not a moment to wait

[Selena:]
A word's, just a word
'til you mean what you say

[Selena & Joe:]
And love, isn't love
'til you give it away

[All:]
Send it on
(Send it on)
On and on
(on and on)
Just one heart can heal another
Be a part
(be a part)
Reach your heart

Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
We'll never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light and
Send it on

On and on
Just one heart can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
We'll help it start
Make it strong
Shine a light and send it on

[Demi:]
Shine a light and send it on..

[All:]
Shine a light and send it on.

Sports Day

10 of April which is our school sports day...On that day , bla bla bla.....After that....bla bla bla...Finally , Foong Wah get the 1st and Loke Yew get the last ( My rumah sukan )zzz...Loke Yew get the last bcoz there are no decoration + all acara mostly oso lose geh...haiz...no hope de la =.=

Taekwondo grading

Nxt week saturday which is on 17th of April is the grading day for all the taekwondo members...I m wearing the White colour belt right now...So,after the grading and if i passed...I will get the yellow colour belt...Good luck to all taekwondo members...I hope u all will passed the grading... ^^

April Fool~

Lalala...April Fool which is on 1st of Aripl and bla bla bla...many ppl wan fool me but useless haiz..2 success and the others failed ==...they come near me and almost wan say sumthing den i juz say "April Fool ma i noe"...zzz den they quickly run away nia =.= swt..haiz no time write so long so,Happy April Fool Day!

My favourite artist





My Favourite artist sia : Sammul Chan Kin Fung~

The Nightmare~

Yesterday night...
When i gonna slp , i saw a person standing infront of the toilet...
Den i go to the toilet lo...
When i getting nearer the person suddenly
DISSAPEAR!!!
OMFG....
I m getting scared...
I quickly ran back to my room...
Den i quickly closed my eye's lo....
After a while....
I felt uncomfortable...
Den i open my eye's lo...'
Suddenly i saw the person agn...
OMG...
i wanna go to the toilet and c what happening...
But i scare juz now the incident will happen agn....
So i keep forcing myself to closed my eye's...
But i cant tahan jor so i go out and go nearer to the toilet...
Itz reli happen...
Dissapear agn!!!
OMFG...
bcoz of that day...
i didn't go to toilet when midnight....
I veri scare that the person is a GHOST...
I hope u all beliv that i teeling the truth...
I m joking ^^...
To all who reli beliv ty a lot lo...
But itz fake =.='l|...
sry coz waste ur time read this....

~Dinner~

On 15 of February...
I went to a restaurant wif my family member...
At Bukit Bintang(i forgotten the name of the restaurant)
Erm....
We went there for dinner...
We eat a lot on that day...
The Restaurant Like a *PIG*...
Coz there are *PIG* picture in the whole restaurant...
][_ () ][_...
Even the plastic bag is *PIG*...lol...
And there are a sign at the toilet(at the door)...
Name *UNISEX*
and there are two pigs name king and queen...
zzz...
The word *UNISEX* is upside the king and queen :P
That day felt veri happi and i enjoy a lot on that day...
We oso sing a happi birthday song to my cousin sister...
Hmm...
I think no more things that i can write -.-"...
bye~
Which 1 Nicer? :-



~My cousin sister birthday~

Yesterday was my cousin sister birthday which is on 2nd of February...
But my aunt celebrate on 1st of February...
We eat a lot of food on that day..
We go to a restaurant...
The name of the restaurant is
'Hou Hou Steamboat'....
<--------------------------------This is the picture of the steamboat... We eat a lot of food on that day...

This is me---------------> ^^

We felt happy on that day...